Let go。

不想變成這樣
卻必須狠下心

對自己
對你

也許到頭來才是最好的


難道那之後所有的一切都只是在療傷?




甚麼是真實的我的生活?
別再原地踏步
好弱


會祝福你
也祝福我吧



希望現在每天笑得合不攏嘴的生活可以持續很久
給我的那顆愛心和沒有預期到的話語
實在太可愛

Cheeks are tired but still want to laugh like this every day.
The heart you gave me and that unexpected 4 Chinese words,
Adorable to death.

Greedy

I must not be greedy
choose wisely
and then be persistent


I want to have faith like the one you have

Stop hurting others' hearts, including mine

Mission Blue

Jim Tommey:

Imagine you're in an enormous room, and it's as dark as a cave.

And you can have anything in that room, anything you want, but you can't see anything.

You've been given one tool, a hammer.

So you wander around in the darkness, and you bump into something, and it feels like it's made of stone.

It's big, it's heavy. You can't carry it away.

So you bang it with your hammer, and you break off a piece.

And you take the piece out into the daylight.

You see you have a beautiful piece of white alabaster.

So you say to youself, "Well, that's worth something."

You go back into the room, and you break this thing to pieces, and you haul it away.

And you find other things, and you break that up, and you haul those away.

You're getting all kinds of cool stuff.

You gear other people doing the same thing.

So you get this sense of urgency,

like you need to find as much stuff as soon as possible.

And then somebody yells, "Stop!"

They turn up the lights.

You realize where you are; 

You are in the Louvre.

You've taken all this complexity and beauty,

and you turned into a cheap commodity.

That's what we're doing with the ocean.

And part of what Mission Blue is about 

is yelling,

"Stop!"

so that each of us--explorer, scientist, cartoonist, singer. chef--

can turn up the lights in their own way.

C’est la vie

也許我會再遇見你
像戀人般重逢美麗
maybe i will meet you again
as beautiful as lovers' reunion


C’est la vie

New stage.

...where I want to visit......


After the last final subject of being a junior,  here comes my last year in university.

大三

我的大三，失去最多也得到最多。

美麗的夢，剩下的都只是腦海中飄揚的花瓣。

毛毛蟲破蛹而出的時候，不知道是不是很痛?
我是要破蛹而出的毛毛蟲嗎?
好像還有點早

傷過也哭過，女孩們一起經歷了一場美夢也一起心碎心痛，
感謝上帝我們還擁有彼此。

妳們是我最大的財富。




你說：妳會感覺到我的愛，當我遠離的時候。
我突然覺得害怕，
怎麼能夠知道你的愛是真實的，當我付出會不會才發現只是慢慢爬入深谷而不自知?
You are so far away.
I am not brave enough to love and feel.
I loose my courage to move on and walk to you.

Hope there is time for me.

互相傷害，學到甚麼?

每每在自己受傷難過的時候，我想著是不是也曾這樣傷害別人?
想著傷我的人是不是同時也被我傷害到了?不管我是無心還是有意。
想著以後我絕對不要也這樣傷害別人。
想著再也不可以犯一樣的錯誤。


一個人生氣的時候到底可以講出多重的氣話和用不理智的心去傷害對方?
講完這些話的時候幫助是什麼?效益在哪裡?
(我想就是在對付我這種人吧，要我更嚴格的要求自己)
被罵的一方要怎麼知道哪些是要接收的哪些是不要接收的?
人要長多大、變得多成熟才能有足夠的智慧去應變和控管自己的情緒?

我自以為已經做得不錯了，沒想到是還差很遠。Shame on me.很可恥
對阿，這世界上一定會有活到一百歲，一樣會口出狂言的人，
我們又怎麼能高標準的要求別人?

但是當然我必須高標準的要求自己。


我想著該怎麼辦?
如果傷害我的人感受到被傷害的強度是跟我一樣的，我要怎麼道歉要怎麼彌補?
我好擔心，我的朋友。

因為我自己已經傷心到一個想要放棄的程度了，要怎麼拿出活力給別人?
Can I?

一直都很深刻的知道絕對不可以對所愛的人說下重話，不管再怎麼生氣或不理智，因為這只會造成對方一輩子的傷害。我多努力斟酌字句，奈何彼此太多的誤會與不了解我還是傷了愛的人，然後自己也倒在血泊當中...很多話真的不是說忘就可以忘，你我都還在學習，只是付出的代價很大。而那是一輩子都無法修復的傷口。人越大越傷痕累累，然後也越懂開懷大笑的真諦。


Don't
talk
to
me.

夢的真實

到過很多地方，來來去去，短暫的美麗的飛揚的歡樂的回憶，對你來說是不是像一場夢境?
那些綺麗的風景、親切的人們、天涯海角般的世界，是不是一輩子再也回不去?
待得不夠久的地方，才能讓人想念與不捨得，家鄉待的太久就不會有鄉愁了。
像夢一樣的東西是無法回去、只在記憶裡佔著一小塊地方卻又發光發的刺眼、和一些刻苦銘心到不行的快樂與傷痛，尤其是被迫清醒時，這場夢更顯得虛幻與美好，一輩子心裡隱隱的痛。
他不在他其實一直都在，你不願想起卻又總是不經意地露出微笑或是突然地罵一聲幹。


太多首屬於你的歌，再也沒有比你更像夢的夢。


你是一陣風，我是Pocahontas，
一串鈴鐺般隨風而起的葉子與花朵，
吹過就消失了...

落在大地上
最後
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